I Am Not A Good Person

There are few times when the veil I have created around myself begins to come undone. That may sound rather cryptic, because well, it is, even for me. However, I will do my best to explain what I mean, especially while I am in a moment of clarity. Ever since I was young, I’ve had…

Falling Apart

Firstly, I want to express my sincerest apologies to all those who follow my blog, or enjoy reading my articles. The absence I took from writing was not entirely by choice, though I wouldn’t say that I was without the option to write. For those of you who don’t know, I have 2 jobs, one…

The Pain Of Wisdom

They say, that as you get older you become more wise. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think it has something to do with life experience, not age. I unfortunately, now without the cloud of depression taking up all the space in my head, I am left with more room to notice things…

Why Compare?

This is a point that my mother brings up rather often, but rarely follows herself. My siblings and I are constantly comparing ourselves to one another. None of us like to put in hard work, me because of my depression, my sister because of her BPD, and my brother because he’d rather spend his time…

How I deal with Anger

So, first things first, this is how I deal with anger. I 100% know that I’m wrong, and I hope that none of you see this as an example to follow. What I do is still steeped in my old ways of depression. To explain, when I get angry I often lose control of myself…

Family Stress

So, this is my first real blog post in I don’t know how long. The motto here at Out of My Mind is to keep everything unfiltered, and raw, straight from my mind to yours. However I can promise you that I will keep profanities at a bare minimum, since I don’t really like to…