Why Compare?

This is a point that my mother brings up rather often, but rarely follows herself. My siblings and I are constantly comparing ourselves to one another. None of us like to put in hard work, me because of my depression, my sister because of her BPD, and my brother because he’d rather spend his time…

You Come First

I already know what you’re thinking. “Even if I wanted to put myself first, my illness(es) won’t let me!” Believe me, I know. I have been in a position, still partially am, where I can’t put my own desires first. Well, I don’t have a job currently, so that means lots of time, but no…

How I deal with Anger

So, first things first, this is how I deal with anger. I 100% know that I’m wrong, and I hope that none of you see this as an example to follow. What I do is still steeped in my old ways of depression. To explain, when I get angry I often lose control of myself…