Hello all, well there won’t be many of you reading this that know me from my first blog, The Smiles We Bear. So, what had happened, is I got really busy with the ECT treatment that I was undergoing, my memory started failing (a common side effect of ECT) and I let my domain for my previous blog lapse. Now I don’t know if I can get it back or not. Honestly I don’t even want it back. I had done so many things wrong with my first blog, and was solely focused on turning into this giant cash cow. I completely forgot the reasons that I started writing in the first place. To help myself express my innermost thoughts, and to help those that might be going through something similar. SO!!! For those of you meeting me for the first time, my name is Alan Wolfgang, no that is not my real name, but I use this writer’s name to protect myself from any unwanted attention. I struggle with Severe Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety, and Executive Function Disorder. I have tried to kill myself a total of 4 times, with the final time being a few ago. Luckily for me, I had a great therapist at the time, and while I have mixed feelings about her (she kinda betrayed me to the police) she ultimately saved my life. I have undergone, and am still undergoing ElectroConvulsive Therapy or ECT for short, which has changed my life, for the better I might add. While I still have many problems in my life to address, unemployment, alcoholism, and situational depressive events, just to name a few, I honestly no longer want to die. Which is a huge improvement for me in the long run, but also a negative that I’ll dive into in later posts. So I seem to have gotten distracted from a simple introduction, but welcome to my new blog, new fans and old. While I can’t promise a consisted posting schedule, I can promise that I am going to remain focused on the reason I started writing. Hopefully some day, I can say that I’ve saved a life (other than my own) through my writing. Now, so long as my creativity doesn’t abandon me like it did when I was depressed, I’ll try my best to AT LEAST write once or twice a week, hopefully more. I wish everyone reading this the best of luck with their life, and if there are any topics you want me to discuss, leave a comment below, I’ll not only respond, but also (hopefully) write about what you guys/girls/non-binary people want. Straight out of my mind, and into yours, with love of course, Alan Wolfgang signing off.