I Am Not A Good Person

There are few times when the veil I have created around myself begins to come undone. That may sound rather cryptic, because well, it is, even for me. However, I will do my best to explain what I mean, especially while I am in a moment of clarity. Ever since I was young, I’ve had…

The Pain Of Wisdom

They say, that as you get older you become more wise. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think it has something to do with life experience, not age. I unfortunately, now without the cloud of depression taking up all the space in my head, I am left with more room to notice things…

Why Compare?

This is a point that my mother brings up rather often, but rarely follows herself. My siblings and I are constantly comparing ourselves to one another. None of us like to put in hard work, me because of my depression, my sister because of her BPD, and my brother because he’d rather spend his time…

Get Comfortable Being Uncomfortable

I know I said on Twitter that I wasn’t going to write a post today, but I can’t help it when creativity strikes. Yesterday, my mind felt blank, which is something I’m getting used to, slowly but surely. I also am trying to avoid some mistakes I made with my prior blog, namely writing when…

Always Inferior

I like to think that I’m pretty open on my blog here. I mean the motto is, thoughts straight from my mind. So I don’t really like to edit, or even “script” out my posts before I write them, like I used to. I simply start a new post and let my fingers do their…

Hiding Behind Humor

So this is a “coping” skill that I used back when I was depressed. Whether or not it is a good coping skill, I have no clue. What I do know, is that it worked for me, especially with my social anxiety. If you read the title, you probably already know what I’m going to…

Friends and Family

I was on my way home today from my new job, and listening to the new album from my favorite artist. In case you don’t follow me on Twitter, this artist would be NF, and his new album The Search. 100% honest that this is not a plug, I am in no way profiting off…