The State of My World

There’s only so long one can go in todays current environment without talking about the current state of things, here stateside, and the world. I tried my best to stay out of politics, because it is never an easy conversation. However, with things deteriorating by the day, I feel I have to “speak my piece”…

Memories Last Forever

Or so they say. The one regret I have about my ECT treatment, is that my memory has been severely impacted. What do I mean when I say impacted? Not only have I lost a large chunk of my memories, but my retention has also diminished. There are large portions of my life, of which…

Nothing To Lose

It’s funny, when people say that they have nothing to lose, it’s usually in a negative context, but I see it differently. If you know about me and my mental health, well…it was shit. I mean, when I left my job in January, I was at rock bottom. I was sucidal almost constantly. I really…