You Come First

I already know what you’re thinking. “Even if I wanted to put myself first, my illness(es) won’t let me!” Believe me, I know. I have been in a position, still partially am, where I can’t put my own desires first. Well, I don’t have a job currently, so that means lots of time, but no…

Celebrate The Small Wins

Life with depression is incredibly hard. Something that nobody tells you about beating depression, is that life doesn’t get much easier. I recently finished my ECT treatments, and I tout here on this blog that I am 99.9% cured of my depression. This .1% though, is getting rough recently. It’s all the bad habits that…

Life Without Depression

Here I am, laying in bed, typing what my life has been like since I lost my depression. I say lost, because while I had willingly signed up for ECT treatment, and I am glad that it worked, Depression was like a friend to me. I’ve lived over 20 years being depressed, regardless of how…