Addicted To Pain

There is a thought that I had the other day that scared the living hell out of me, “I miss being depressed”. I was like WTF! I certainly DO NOT miss being depressed, I’ve never felt better in my life and I want to keep it that way. Yet, this thought does warrant some deeper…

Nothing To Lose

It’s funny, when people say that they have nothing to lose, it’s usually in a negative context, but I see it differently. If you know about me and my mental health, well…it was shit. I mean, when I left my job in January, I was at rock bottom. I was sucidal almost constantly. I really…

Mental Illness Isn’t Normal

Before you start a riot over my title, let me explain. To me, and this is my opinion, there is a difference between talking about mental health like it’s normal, and normalizing mental illness. Stick with me, I’ll explain it in more detail. I made a small remark in my last post, First Day Jitters,…