The Pain Of Wisdom

They say, that as you get older you become more wise. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think it has something to do with life experience, not age. I unfortunately, now without the cloud of depression taking up all the space in my head, I am left with more room to notice things…

The Story Of Stories

I’ve honestly thought about this for some time. Why, we as humans, are so drawn to stories. Whether they be written word, recorded video, or animation, everyone loves a good story. Personally, my favorite are crime shows and anime. I’ve written about why anime was so important to me on my previous blog, but I’ve…

The Dangers of Comfort

As you probably all already know, I suffer from (Medication Resistant) Severe Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety, and (undiagnosed) Executive Function Disorder. Though the path to get where I am now has certainly not been easy, it has been so worth it. The issues I face now, as I have written before, are getting used to…

Life’s Hurdles

The past few days, I haven’t really been writing, or keeping up with my socials. I also have felt the all too familiar “weight” returning to my life. Which honestly, as I’ve written before, scares the absolute sh*t out of me. Yet, through what I have learned in therapy, I think that I will be…

The Popular Kids

Almost everybody remembers their high school years. For me, mine weren’t that long ago, under 10 years as a matter of fact. However, I couldn’t care less. For me, high school was basically torture, as I imagine it was for most of us with undiagnosed mental illnesses. Yet, there is one thing that still bothers…

Resistant To Change

I know that I like to tout that ECT treatment cured my depression, and I stand behind that statement. However, as there is truely no cure for depression, I now prefer to say that I’m in remission. Which, if you nitpick, is not the same thing…I know. That’s not really what I want to talk…