This is a question that I constantly ask myself. As I’m sure that most of you reading this do as well. Is what I’m doing, what I’ve done, have any value towards my life? Will all my pain and suffering be worth it in the end? Will I finally balance the karmic checkbook? When I…
Category: depression
Living Behind the Mask
So, firstly, hey all! It has certainly been a long while. Longer than I had hoped. I even contemplated “retiring”, as I haven’t been able to focus on a writing idea in quite some time. Though, I figure, that I created this site as a coping mechanism, and to help me sort out the insanity…
Memories Last Forever
Or so they say. The one regret I have about my ECT treatment, is that my memory has been severely impacted. What do I mean when I say impacted? Not only have I lost a large chunk of my memories, but my retention has also diminished. There are large portions of my life, of which…
Out of My Mind 